This interest actually began when I started my own youtube channel (small), the name of it can probably be guessed easily.
At the start, I was messing around, uploading with an inconsistent schedule, until I remembered about osu! in mid 2024, after having made my account towards the end of 2020, and began uploading osu! gameplay videos in early 2025.
Here comes my biggest mistake. I was looking for an apprenticeship (I was on my last year of obligatory school), and I found out about Mediamatics. Marketing, Multimedia, and a little bit of Informatics. It was genuinely a dream-job, as I could gain an apprenticeship, a CFC, and improve my youtube channel.
So I applied to a school called CPNV, did the test, did the interview, and got the apprenticeship.
The obligatory school year ended, and in August I started studying at CPNV. Nothing at a company, purely school. I ended up catching a small mental issue (that I'm still working on internally, waiting for CHUV meetings is annoying), I realized on the first two days that I didn't actually WANT to do mediamatics, and that caused my mental health AND performance to tank. In addition, i was living in a shared living space, with roommates. They were annoying, further tanking my mental health and performance.
In the end, I ended up telling my mom, and my psychiatrist got me a week long sick-leave, which she then expanded to a month, and at the end of the month, we submitted a "Résiliation de Contrat", which officially ended my work at CPNV.
That was only two months after the school year started too.